hello from a while...

hey.. sorry i havent been up to date on my blog, it has been really hectic and crazy, and a lot of the free time that i do have, i use it to talk to elli, and i just want to say that I have never ever loved anyone like elli before, and i will never ever love anyone else. she is truly a blessing from God. she is an example to me in a lot of reasons. she is always nice, even when it is hard to be, and nice to people that i think are hard to be nice to. she challenges me in ways that i wouldnt challenge myself so she makes me a better person. i think she is the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. I clearly could never look at any other girl the same way. she makes me smile just thinking about her. i miss her greatly. and i owe her so much. she is amazing for letting me go on this journey of mine and willing to wait for me.n i would wait as long as she needed. and i will never stop liking her. i think this is a good test for our relationship, but it couldnt go wrong as long as we keep God the center of it.
all things work together for good for those who love God, and live according to his purpose. romans 8:28
i can do all things through christ who stengthens me.. phil 4:13...
Im in love, im in love, and i dont care who knows it - Buddy the Elf
I love Elli Brown and i miss her alot. I miss my family a lot, i miss bella a lot. it is hard being away. i miss Ben a lot and the whole nease fam. and i miss papa nuge a lot as well.
keep me in your prayers.

You live and you learn

Today was a long day. This past week has basically been mostly just booking for the tour. That means a lot of calls, and a lot of emails. To whom? churches, colleges, high schools...middle school.. we will go anywhere where a couple people will listen. we just want to spread the word. I found out that the even this year is going to be called THE RESCUE. We are not too sure what it is going to entail yet, but whatver it does entail, it should be radical and have a huge effect for the whole advocating the government. I am really excited to get on the road finally, especially ince we did our first screening today at a local charter school just to get into the swing of things with a past roadie there to give us support and constructive criticism. today I learned a lot more about how great my girlfriend is. she is always there for me even if I am not in a good mood or have a major headache. she is simply amazing. i saw some of the sweetest shoes ever in a picture text message from ben, they are these sweet chuck taylors. tonight i went to in and out wit a guy from the windy city, and i take for granted how good in and out is i guess cuz it is alwasy there. but it is pretty good like every time. with the same guy, he was trying to teach me some gymnastics. and shannon, basically my team mom (thats how i see her), she didnt want me to break my neck. and its just reminded me of my mom. moms just always worry nd thats part of their job so they gotta. haha. but this week so be kinda slame= O i jus wanna get on the road. but its been good.